This is just me reflecting on my life. Where I am, where I want to be, where I thought I would be. Who I am, Who I thought I would be, Who I want to be.
I am a mother of 3
I thought I wanted to be a mother of 4
I think I want to just be a mother of 3
I am the sole provider for our family
I thought I wanted to be taken care of
I still think that I want to be the one taken care of
I am an office droan
I wanted to save the world
I want to make a difference, I want to MATTER- ah hell who doesn't?
I live in my mom's old house. I make the mortgage payments but it's still in my dad's name
I thought I wanted this house
I want us to have our own house, where we can make our own memories (CURSE YOU CREDIT)
I'm married to my best friend, my soul mate
I thought I would be married and it would be butterflies all the time
The butterflies go away, is there a way to get that first dating experience back?
I can be a crabby mom
I thought I would the BEST mom
I will start to STOP what I'm doing when my children want me for the slightest silliest thing and give them my 100% attention.....
Nice
7 years ago
2 comments:
I thought I wanted to be a mom of 4 too...not so sure about that anymore!
I definetly thought I'd be a better mom...sometimes I think my kids are getting a raw deal.
I too live in my parents old house. I make the payments but it's not MINE. Darn Hubby's Bad Credit!
The only thing I though I wanted, got, and still want is being a stay at home mom. That was my dream as a little girl but sometimes I question my dream lol!
I wish the butterflies stayed, but sadly I don't think that they come back.
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